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I'm breaking down heartbreak, breakthroughs, healing, and self-discovery in real-time while enjoying the pleasure of my own company. Join me as I document my journey through the mess we call life while learning that being alone doesn't have to mean you're lonely and solitude can mean strength and pain can turn into power.

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